| | should it worry me that the two seasons of Grey's Anatomy doug gave me has prevented me from sleeping and actually leaving my home in the past couple days? eh. i guess not. its as addicting as harry potter, except sexual and adulterous. ooh, creepy.
oh yea, as an update, i'm moving to dc in january to start a job i'm really excited about. thanks to andrea for pressuring me to apply :) while i wasn't before, i'm ready to put myself into my work again. to care about the very things i had forgotten were most important to me. in the meantime, truly feeling like i have absolutely no responsibilities or deadlines to meet for the first time in ... ever. also, i move around too much. one or two years, and i'll be someplace new again. maybe in even less than one year. scared about a lot of stuff, but i know there shouldn't be reason to be. i'm blessed, but i don't know why its so hard to see that most of the time. i do feel that now, i'm starting to take steps that count. decisions that have been long overdue most of my life. its probably the first time i've been allowed to make those decisions on my own. i hope there is a breath of fresh air soon. its always there, i know.
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| | Posted 12/15/2006 8:53 AM - 58 Views - 2 eProps - 2 comments
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